Since the eclipse in August, I've noticed that there are waves of awareness that ebb and flow. Past habits, thoughts, and beliefs that I felt had been worked through have returned for a new round of clarifying, integrating, and healing. Difficult emotions like anxiety, guilt, fear have ramped up seemingly without explanation.
I decided to put this "on the crucible" and see if insights would arise that I might share with others.
Using a combination of meditation and automatic writing I asked Inner Wisdom:
Why the spiral in and out of wakefulness?
We are on a Great Spiral Staircase into COMPLETION.
There's no need to fear this change. What we fear will dissolve as we approach it.